Injectables Training

It's August 2 (happy birthday Min!). We've just started month #12 in our ttc journey. Never in a million years did I though it would have taken this long and ended up like this. We go to the fertility clinic for our injectables training, ultrasounds and bloodwork. I get there first for the u/s and b/w. I have one tiny follicle and my E2 levels are low. We're ready to go!
Wayne gets there around 9:30 and the training gets underway. The pen is a really nifty little gadget. I'm sure Wayne would be much more fascinated with it if it weren't costing us so much money! I get to practice doing a subQ shot of saline and Wayne gets to practice the butt shot for when we have to do the hcg trigger shot.
I put another $1300 on the Visa today. At Geisinger, you have to pay up front for all fertility treatments since there are so many insurance plans out there that do not pay anything. We'll get reimbursed for everything (except copays for each time I have to go in) once the cycle is done and the insurance payments come back. Wayne is freaking out again.
The shots start tomorrow. Am I ready to do this?